I'm sorry to bother you, but I just have to get this out. I have a paranoia disorder, and so many people around me have been dying lately. My best friend died in a car crash. I am so terrified of someone in my family having a crash, it takes everything in me not to break down thinking about it, or when one of them is in a car. I just want this feeling to go away, the worry is eating me alive. But I mentally cannot take one of them dying. I'm so, so scared.
oh its fine anytime!xx
Its only natural to feel weary that your loved ones will go the same way, but you’ve obvoisly gone through so much so you just need to think possitive and hope for the best. If they’re in the car you’re going to feel unsafe yourself and for their own saftey, but im sure they are responsible, but for now you need to focus on you and getting through this.
I cant promise things will be perfect, but I can promise a friend <3 If you ever feel unsafe or just need someone to talk to you know where to come. xxxx